And I broke a stick on his back too--the brute."
Something seemed to turn over in his head bringing uppermost a
singularly hard, clear facet of his brain.
"It would be better, however," he reflected with a quite different
mental accent, "to keep that circumstance altogether to myself."
He had passed beyond the turn leading to his lodgings, and had reached
a wide and fashionable street. Some shops were still open, and all the
restaurants. Lights fell on the pavement where men in expensive fur
coats, with here and there the elegant figure of a woman, walked with an
air of leisure. Razumov looked at them with the contempt of an austere
believer for the frivolous crowd. It was the world--those officers,
dignitaries, men of fashion, officials, members of the Yacht Club. The
event of the morning affected them all. What would they say if they knew
what this student in a cloak was going to do?
"Not one of them is capable of feeling and thinking as deeply as I can.
How many of them could accomplish an act of conscience?"
Razumov lingered in the well-lighted street. He was firmly decided.
Indeed, it could hardly be called a decision. He had simply discovered
what he had meant to do all along. And yet he felt the need of some
other mind's sanction.
With something resembling anguish he said to himself--
"I want to be understood.
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